She wrote: I’m looking at emptiness from the window. In front of me there is emptiness and at my back there are pains. At my left and right there are windows.
I’m in a huge gap. I don’t know what to do or what is going to happen. The season is autumn, and winter is coming. The weather is warm and windy. Fresh air and coolness is coming from the weather. I just keep going between reality and daydreams. Now I want to run to the future. In some way, I want to be free from the situations which makes me uncomfortable and unhappy.
– Hulya Eser
I wonder how she is today, if she has found her way out of the gap.